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sasha
PROFILE.
I am sasha.nineteen.lost.love my astro.
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RANTS.
Cbox or Shoutmix codes here.

EXITS.
Link 1.mimi
Link 2.qilla
Link 3.
Link 4.

PASTS.
April 2009
May 2009

CREDITS.
DO NOT REMOVE
 Designer: LMS, MrMcDonald.
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Monday, May 4, 2009

why?
u told me no secrets.
u told me no lies.im not angry with u.
just so dissappointed.
OMG.
no words can describe how i feel right now.
u promised to tell me everything even though it hurts me.
i feel like crying out so loud.
ERRGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!
please.
just tell me everything..all that i should noe.


Signing off, 10:06 PM



sinaran mata cerita segalanya
duka lara terpendam memori semalam
tinggal segala cinta tiada kembalinya
abadi kasih kita
kau bawa bersama
mimpi indah mekar saat cinta bersemi
sedetik asmara syurga selamanya
pergilah rinduku hilangkan dirimu
tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku
pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana diatiada niatku
tersemat jiwa setia bersamanya
cinta murni berdua beribu tahunnya
mimpi indah mekar saat cinta bersemi
sedetik asmara syurga selamanya
pergilah rinduku hilangkan dirimu
tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku
pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku
ohh pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku
maafkan daku duhai kasih
izinkan ku pergi


Signing off, 5:42 AM


Sunday, April 19, 2009

today was an exciting day.this is the confession of a mini-shopaholic..heh.
dad bought me a suit for graduation.it's nice if i can say so myself.wanted to bowl but unfortunately there was a tournament going on.so we popped into a spa for a fish spa.that was the coolest thing i have tried so far. a tank of fishes munching away the dead skin of your feet.uncle alan and me were the brave souls to try it as the others were afraid that they will be tickled to death.papa n cik cok had reflexology.it was so good that they booked another session next week.haa.
cik cok, me and mimi were getting too excited that she was going to commence her english classes from tomorrow onwards.cik cok was training her malay with us.she said "cik mimi jangan ketawekan saye tau.saye tersinggung."
imagine she saying that in her aussie accent??
gtg peeps.cheerios!

sasha


Signing off, 6:44 AM


Saturday, April 18, 2009

hello there.sorry for not updating for a couple of days.
the laptop has got into some trouble.wtf.
anyway,have any of you tried foot reflexology before?
if you haven't, you HAVE to try it.it feels good.haahaa.
ok.i am in a dilemma now.
i know what i want to do for my future but someone is obviously making it difficult.
her heart is here.with dad.but yet she doesn't want me to take care of my little sister there.
so what am i suppose to do?
geez.i just want to go home.this is all bullshit.and now he is asking if graduation is necessary.WHAT??
damn it.i am going back for graduation no matter what.
enough blabbing.gtg.


sasha


Signing off, 2:18 AM


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

tonight's dinner was phenomenal.it wasn't complete(without impt ppl like mama,illa n astro) but it was by far the greatest dinner i 've had for some time.besides the good company, i had like this chef making us dinner and all. the best part was my birthday cake.CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE...thank you dad. and also,i finally got my jason mraz hat that i have always wanted.thank you cik cok.and tanya got me a black pearl necklace.it was really sweet of her.if only i had an older sister like her..i miss astro so much.really hope he gets well soon.don't think of me too much ok baby.i will see u real soon.love u babe!

ok.back on the serious matter.what ami going to do now.i want to work and study at the same time.but i also want to make dad happy by staying here with him.but i also pity illa who is alone back home.omg.i really want my old life back.this is difficult.see you next entry.



sasha


Signing off, 8:43 AM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

this is my first entry for my latest blog.a start of a new life. in a new place.new experiences. i am still shocked with the change and will need some getting use to it.its not going to be easy but i have to try.i have to make others happy for a change.i just want to be happy again and not to think about this too much.it bothers me too much that i have to leave my friends,my astro behind.i mean class don't start till august.i am basically rotting to death by the maggots of boredom. at least let me spend a month to catch up and say proper goodbyes.but instead,i get to celebrate my birthday alone fo half the day.how pathetic.i am thankful to GOD that i made it this far.well, i have done enough moping.see you next entry.

sasha


Signing off, 7:25 AM